Dearly Beloved, Are You Listening?

You know you are ready for the big city and the life of a breadwinner when you know you have to risk your time leaving your family than leave your work. It’s not always, but the possibility of you not meeting them is always there.

You know you are ready to start making more money when you discover that you dont have to fully understand any situation handed in front of you. You can learn it, not right away, step by step. You dont have to mumble or grumbling about it. Learn to love it, even when it hurts.

You know you are ready for a new chapter in life when you start accepting things given to you, no matter how difficult it is. You can’t frown and looking for other shit that’s not there, you have to accept the crap that’s been given right before your very eyes, and start doing it.

I realize now that If I want to achieve a great step in my career, or better earnings, I have to learn those three. I learned how to give up most of my time to care for work, and keep my family updated about how my life has been without have to give them all my time. You can only choose one, and I chose to work. I love my family and if you think I’m selfish for not seeing them so often, tell me what you think when you see me sitting in their dining table doing some freelance work that got me paid cheaply then make me stays at home so often and eating my dad’s hard work on the table.

I want to explore the world out there, I really do. I want to just go play and being careless about how the world works, but still getting enough cash to do it. But then I realize I’m no Hilton heir or Walmart kids. I still need to work my ass off to feed myself, especially now that I am 24.

So to all of you who still thinks you want to play more than getting paid working on a company, start thinking about making a startup or making your own business, instead of frowning the shit out of you.

#personal